eternity

I was always scared of eternity in heaven. The thought of my mind / my existence going on and on, without anything new to do, without any destination point, scared the crap out of me. Today I realized maybe it was just that the only eternity I could envision is one where there is still a wall between my mind and everyone else's. In other words, an eternity trapped inside myself (and myself as I currently exist, not as a fully sanctified son of the Father). That kind of eternity has a name - hell. The other kind, the kind with unity and love, is probably not so scary. If only it were easier to envision.